For the last 2 weeks i've stayed up from 2 am till 9 am talking to a man who makes me so happy that i just dont know what to do with myself. For now i couldn't be happier....but to be honest im friggen terrified ill fuck it all up. One of the best things that has happened to me in a long time and I 'll do anything to keep that. He makes me smile no matter how sad. He knows how to do this no matter what i hope i can do everything to keep him happy. I dont think he honestly now's but honestly i'd do anything of him. I would do what ever i could in my power to know that he's okay.
I know im not that great but he brings out the best of me and its killing me that i cant be held by him, or fee the soft press of his lips on mine. I know it wont be to long be for i do but....till then i feel lost. Not lost scared. I'm not the most amazing person and i dont want him to know that i guess? I dont ....i mean i wanna be his all his perfection i just hope i can be something good for him. I love him so much and i couldn't bare to see him sad. I promise to myself that i will do all i can to make sure he is happy. I love him soo much........I'm gonna be my all for him I promise.
I know im not that great but he brings out the best of me and its killing me that i cant be held by him, or fee the soft press of his lips on mine. I know it wont be to long be for i do but....till then i feel lost. Not lost scared. I'm not the most amazing person and i dont want him to know that i guess? I dont ....i mean i wanna be his all his perfection i just hope i can be something good for him. I love him so much and i couldn't bare to see him sad. I promise to myself that i will do all i can to make sure he is happy. I love him soo much........I'm gonna be my all for him I promise.
I made this just for us ^^ fisrt time drawin with a mouse pad XD
