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Well, I'm here again, typing, about nothing. But this entry IS IMPORTANT and I want EVERYONE to read it.
So read it.
Now, as most of you know, I have been . . . depressed, feeling distant, being alone; yeah, you know. So after so long of watching things go downhill, they finally decided to plummet off the cliff and be swept into the river below. I've hit rock bottom. Yep, fell down the waterfall, into the pointed rocks below; dead.
By the way, this is very serious, so don't think, "Oh gosh, she's going emo again." Shut up, I am not.
After sitting here, for days, weeks, months, and years . . . today, something hit me like a ton of bricks. "I'm lost."
Yes, let us just say, something happened to me today, and I lost someone very precious to me; the most precious person in the world actually.
But I won't sulk about it . . . well . . . at least, try not to.
Anyways, my point being; I quit.
Computers are going to be rejected, I've screwed myself over once again.
I'm failing in school so miserebly, I don't even know if I can catch up, but I'll end up trying to make my mom happy; heck, I'll even start doing what she wants. I'm uninstalling messengers on my computer, and leaving Gaia for however long I feel like it. You people can even watch the "Last Login Date" and see if I'm lying.
I'll only come back, when I feel I'm strong enough.
I've been so emotionally drained, I've become so mentally weak. Of course, my condition is only becoming worse (I shake badly, and anymore, it's not from lack of food), so I might even end up dead sooner or later. Hopefully sooner.
Also, Samson (you know who you are, and if you're reading this, I'm glad), this doesn't mean I've given up on you; oh no, I'm coming back eventually, just for you. So I advise you to be careful what you wish for. Your b***h hasn't given up.
Now that all is said and done, good bye.
 Olive_the_Monkey_Ninja · Sun Feb 26, 2006 @ 01:54am · 6 Comments |
