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Soo...I'm questing, and it's going horribly. I've got 16k left, and I spent all my 300k on the new RIG. The only good thing I got from it was Sheryl Orange, and THAT'S deflating. What does a girl do now? She's run out of stuff to sell, or plainly I don't have a spirit. So why don't you guys post comments on my profile encouraging me...? I feel that I've just lost interest in Gaia. Not even a year here and I die in its economy...
I've got some good items, some bad. Some people who are nice, some poeple who post stuff you hurry to delete on your profile. I've done everything and stayed high and dry. I've probably broken a record with over 18,800 posts in less than 6 months on Gaia. I'm almost 200 days old. What now? I've suffered poverty, and felt moments of power and wealth. I've felt happy, sad, disappointed, and met some great friends. The friends anchor you down. Will you guys be a true anchor? I want to leave, but I don't want to leave at the same time...
I've pretty sure Gaia can't offer me much more other than small and growing wealth and inflation. All that gold will mean nothing. 1M gold now isn't much. You can't afford what you REALLY want, can you? Isn't that friendship? To see the joy of smiling faces and happy PMs?
I've been up and down and all around. I suppose after this one last quest of all quests, I'll offer to sponsor Dreams To Come True Charity for as long as I can. I'll give gold to my friends. And when there's no more juice to be drank, I'll leave...
Maybe this reality, this Gaia, this world, I'll make fame sprout under my name. Just maybe. People whispering about my impossible quest; completed. People whispering of the items I beheld; a mystery...
I guess this is a faster way of aging...being through it all.
Who knows? I might change my mind. But this one quest, just this one, will make me happy for a lifetime. If you think about it, I guess that's why they call it a 'wish list'.

Pop into my quest thread (click the sparkly bunny in my siggy below) and leave an bump of encouragement? Strike up conversation? Become a regular, even? It gets lonely...especially for my bumper. Turned backs, smiling faces, the good and bad just mix together...