Sure, I usually have this filled with surveys and useless crap that no one but me cares about. And why does that matter? I mean, it is MY journal. So I can do what I like with it. Well, I too became fed up with all the nonsense that goes on in here and this will now be my "diary" if you will.
Sometimes I get this feeling where I just want to sit down and cry. For hours. And I don't even know why half the time. This being one of those times. Maybe it's because I know that I'm fighting for someone I'll lose in the end, or maybe it's for something petty that normal people wouldn't even think about. Either way, it feels like crap. I miss the old days where all we ever did was laugh. I miss practically living with my friends. I miss talking on the phone all day, but most of all I miss being me. I don't know what's happened, but after thinking about it for quite some time I've realized that I completely changed. I used to be this fun, bubbly person, and now I'm nothing but a b***h. No wonder people stop wasting their time with me. And I thought they were the problem...
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