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I told him many and a time.
that it was only him I could love.
But when the words left my mouth
he insisted it was only a crush.
How was he to acknowledge the fact
my heart ached only for him?
How was he to truly realize
I didn't want to be 'just friends'.
If only I had spoken out louder.
I should have poured it all out.
Why didn't I just yell it proudly?
We could have take another route.
He would have never needed her.
She wouldn't have come along
or they could have been 'friends'.
Everything turned for the wrong.
I wanted him all to myself
while she stole his very heart.
His heart should have been mine.
She never loved him from the start.
She never kissed him while he cried.
She never mended his every pain.
I would've avoided falling for him
if I'd known he could do me this way.
And even though I really hate him,
a part of my heart aches for him so
even though she possess his body
I can never let his soul go.
I believe that the girl can never
compete with my love for him.
Even though the simple fact remains
We can only be 'just friends'.