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I feel like all my life people have try to stop me to get to my goal and while othere i feel like they try to help me but some how the tight of fate made me, some how far away from them. Is life really against me or is it just me? Looking back in a few years i may be laughing on this or maybe i may forget on what was importaion to me. What happen to that sweet kid that i knew...I feel like everthing i do it some how infects me. I feel lost and adbanet and can't find any one to help me with my problems or to talk too. I'm hurt and feel like all i do is just smile every day pertening everthing is k when in reality am dieing from the inside slowly...an't belive everthing i done from here and my life had brought me to this. I miss having some one with me or can understan me and do there best to help me...why am i writing this when i know no one will answer me... heh am just a fool