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I feel like I'm living life out of a paperback novel... and it isn't even a good story... it is like something you'd by in the gift shoppe at the hospital.... and I've read enough of those corney love stories to know they always suck.... sure the end would always be perfect... but everything else is chaos, romance, hate, lies, twists, turns, and riddles.... just thinking about that could confuse someone... now think about living through one of those!
What is worse is that I know the happy ending is a lie... things never end happy... and it seems like the only way for this to end is for one of us to leave..... or die... but I wouldn't live if it was him that died... he's alot stronger than me... so yeah... he'd live on... it would probably be like nothing had ever happened to him... sweatdrop ...wow... I'm doing alot of thinking concidering its only six in the morning.