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damnit!!! I thought I'd decided about this already...but, it turns out I won't listen to myslef xp I keep thinking about whether I should just do the Aeronautical Engineering course or not gonk

first, I think I want to do, that who gives a damn if I don't do well or not, at least I tried...then, I think about what'd happen if I don't succeed in it, and think that maybe I should try something else...

but, there's the problem that there's nothing else I want to do...nothing else that interests me...because, if I just do a Physics course, or the Physics with Astrophysics course, then I'd have to stay at Uni after that and do something else, because that degree isn't enough, apparently *sigh*

I don't really know right now...and it doesn't help that my Physics prelim went so badly...*sigh...again*

anyhoo, enough about my boring problem. I decided to start reading The Trick is to keep Breathing again, even though I haven't finished Mostly Harmless yet and I still have around 5 new books I haven't read yet...I just remembered how much I loved that book heart

My arm still hurts from bowling on Sunday and, my dad's been nagging at me to get a job for a while, so I went and got an application form today...fun rolleyes

*sigh* back to school tomorrow xp damn...