wendy williams everybody love her not but yea i love her and anyway i was watching her show this morning and she was so mean like so dogged on my girl kendra about she didnt want to talk or see her in paper hold up you wig wear hoe not dog on my girl cuz believe me im like the only white people who watches that show on bet in the mornings and she keep on doggin on other people up but whatever i'll give her another chance
i had a dream about me a bryce where we were running away from something and we got to a safe spot and we hugged each other (tears) even though that hug was in my dream i never wanted to let go i could feel my arms around him.. him period was enough for me ...thinking of him now he was my love and i never thanked him for that ..he was the only gay guy i hang around and i never toll him that i loved him like.. bryce and me would be just hanging out doing s**t and him'd be like you know i love you and i'd be like yea whatever i love you too but ugh why would somebody take you to the point of death when it was your choice... he had me... we all guessed that he was happy with this guy that he was with.. i should of known that i am his only love... he died by a over dooy too many damm pills but the werid part was bryce could not stand shallowing a pill whole ... so when i heard this story i was in total disbeife.. thats why i think he died by chocking (what a way to die) but honselty he died by love maybe from the guy he was with but honselty he died by me knowing that i wouldnt have him for anything more than a friend but really i would of shallowed those pills for bryce or with him hell.. i wish he would of said good bye to me instead of looking at a grave and saying it there but whatever man and i hoope he's in heaven at a gates waiting for me but he wont be and i know that but only god could choice his fate.... stilling loving you bryce
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