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this is just me going to ramble off again so i wouldnt suggest u read this...


does anybody's parents say their lazy, but in actual fact u believe that you're very useful although they don't know it? i feel that way sometimes, i dont know why but i just compare myself to other people. heh, i know my friends are smart and everything, why cant i be like that? yes i kno, everybody's different and there's no changing that. why can't my parents see it that way? its not actually my fault that my grades arent as super as my friends. u see my parents always compare me to my cousins, who live in china. of course they are smart cauz its so competitive in china, even the teacher said so. i honestly cant help but feel like im drowning in sad thoughts mixed with angry feelings.
well thank goodness ive got good coping skills or else id have a big break down. just goes to show that u should really talk about ur feelings or else all ur bottled up feelings will be the end of you. rolleyes