fake. i hate it when my mother is being fake. all day to day in track it was fake, fake , fake , fake. when i smile she thinks im smiling. im not i feel like screaming every second then bursting into tears. i seams i cant go to sleep without crying. my dad doesnt want to see me anymore so................. i am fatherless. my mom is divorcing gary cuz shes not happy anymore. and each time i think of it i cry. im going to lose my nieces, my brother, my sister in law. im losing family. my sister never talks to me because she thinks i am a mother ******** a*****e. i hid my knife cuz im moving again in my sleep. ghosts touch me as i walk by sending me dead images. i lay in bed screaming for som one that i love to hold me but no one hears me. does anyone hear me? anyone? will someone catch me if i fall? please? im falling apart.i know i will hit the ground dead. i stair at my box of white feathers. my tears keep getting them wet. please someone save me, catch me?please? before i catch all my bloody feathers?
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