Okay...So lately I have been thinking a lot more. I've realized a lot, too! Like...How much something means to you, and you don't realize it until you loose it. Like Mr. D and Gretchen...I thought I hated Mr. D at first, but now he's one of my favorite teachers! And Gretchen...She taught me how to sing! For god's sake...
And Volleyball. I loved volleyball. And when they told me it was the last day...It took everything in me not to sit down right there and sob. And when my parents bicker...And I just go downstairs to the basement and pound on the piano (I've memorized a lot of songs because of that! ) I feel okay...Like no one else is there.
I just don't really know anymore...My love life is a mess...I'm so confused constantly because one day, he acts like he likes me, and the next...He hates me. I just...don't know anymore. Sometimes I wonder why I even try. It's really a bit odd how much I've been thinking about this stuff lately...
ON THE BRIGHT SIDE, Bob surprised me and came back from India! You see, Bob is a close friend of mine who went to India to die with his family in his home land...(Yeah...he's like, 60 years old.) and I was screaming when he pulled up with my grandma today!! I was just like "OH MY GOD! IT'S BOB!! " And then I ran into the house and I was screaming even more "MOM! DAD! KURT! BOB'S BACK! HE'S HERE!! OH MY GOD!!!" It was funny! I love Bob...He's like my grandpa. heart
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