I am nothing..
As I feel the tears fall from my eyes
As I watch the blood drip from the blade
I wonder why this is this way..
I feel so alone, as if no body cares
Why can't I feel..
Why can't I have the simple joys in life?
Why.. why...
No body is ever there any more..
No body cares..
I feel so alone.. in my shadowed world..
In my gray realm..
I used to think somebody would come..
Would come and save me from the darkness..
But never did they come..
Never did they care about me..
They don't care.. they never will..
I am alone.. in my shadowed corner..
In a world that tortures me..
I want to die..
I want to commit suicide..
But I always believe that
Is the cowards way out..
I was ment to live this life..
But why..
Why can't I feel anything
But saddness..
Why can't I feel anything
But pain..
I want to be free..
I want to enjoy happiness..
Anger.....
..
Love...
But.. I can not..
I am not allowed to feel
I am alone.. in the shadowed world..
In the gray realm..
Why do they look away..
Why won't they save me?
Why can't I be free?
Why can't I feel?
Why...
 Neduls · Fri Nov 26, 2004 @ 07:50am · 0 Comments |
