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I some times ask my self why do i keep on moving with my life when i don't really know if this all a dream that i can't wake up from. Heh life has sure has suprise me no matter how long this so call soul or spirted as live this world , this exciteds still shocks me and scares me as well. My fear will be to be erase out of excites... The Ricky that lives and growns is just a kid but me who or what am i? To live with people that this kid has met is nice but i my self see my self as a third person view...gosh where have i been or doing? I mean my past the feelings i get around me when i stand there and look around me as people pass me and the living things go on i feel like am stuck in time with a huge guilty that i can't even see. Also who is that person who i know by there arura. That girl or the people that i can't rember i been with. I feel like a out cast of the universe...i got to keep moving ad see where this body and life end up even if the ending is ugly. Ricky and every one am sorry i hurt you and for being here in this time and life.Maybe this the homons that this kid is geting but i debt it. sigh Ricky and every one thanks for being my friend at one point of this life and teaching me lessons. Thanks every one....