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Well, today I felt so miserable...As I've said in my past entry I just felt so pathetic earlier..all I could do was wallow in my misery...

After I walked around in the pouring rain today things actually took a turn for the better, at least a little...
I found my old childhood friend Michelle on facebook and for once I was able to smile a little today...
We've talked for hours..we're still talking right now actually and it's eleven o clock at night...
It's kind of nice to be catching up with an old friend...knowing how she's doing...and Mark...such a good kid..
You're turning out a lot more like me than I thought you would...Just make sure you don't make the same mistakes I did kid, and you'll do fine...
Maybe soon I can even talk to you again and it'll be like old times...at least a little....
Right now I just want Christina though...I'm glad Michelle is back and all, and I'm glad I could smile with her...but I just want Christina back...Please God...hear me out...thank you for Michelle, but please..I need Christina...

Christina...I'm going to suffer along with you until I can see you again..or at least talk to you...
Until then, my love...
I love you Christina....
<3....