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I must be going crazy..I truly must be...
This just doesn't feel right...it feels so terrible...so empty....so cold...
I'm dreaming....
I must be dreaming.....
Wake up.....
Wake up......
Wake up.......
Wake up dammit....
This is a nightmare...I just wanna wake up...and be next to her...in her arms..with her....
I'm bawling my eyes out right now, it feels so terrible...
My head hurts
My nose is stuffed up so much I can hardly breathe
I'm too weak to stand up
My heart is beating so fast I can feel it through my chest...
and worst of all she doesn't even know how much I'm suffering right now....
I feel so miserable, so alone...so cold...and she wouldn't even shed a single tear over me....
Am I truly going insane..? Is this all just a dream...?
Why God..? Why isn't this just a dream..? Why can't she be ok...why can't she just come home..? Why does it have to be this way...?
Please God...Please bring her home...Take anything else away from me but please just leave me with her....I can't go through this without her....
Please God...I need her....I need her so much it hurts....
Please bring her home safely...let her come home.....
Please...........
 II Xero II · Sat Dec 26, 2009 @ 06:35am · 0 Comments |
