this week end was........ horrible but wonderful in the same way. i keep having nightmares.... i dont know what i said what i did. all i can say is that i love people. they hurt me so much but i keep loving them. garys leaving for good. im never going to see megan ever again. and it kills me. he says i cant wait till he leaves but its not true. i love him like a father but yet he says im not part of the family anymore. how do i make this go away? will i always i have a dream within a dream? will the one dream that i hold on to fade away? will they leave me in the dust? or will the sands of time kill my body. im dieing and i can t stop it.... i want to live all little longer so i still fight. and ill go down fighting.... i wont give up just yet, i hope. but some thing scares me. they came over my friends and he came. he laughed the whole time. and i..... i hurt myself. i have scratch on my chest and it would've been worse if it wasn't for a certain someone. thank you everyone for helping me fight for helping me when i could not help myself. thank you for making me want to live. i love you all.
ill also show you a sweet dream the next night..........................
x-innocent_nightmare Community Member 
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