Yesterday night i made an agreement with one of my male friends. He'll ask Mark how he feels about me and i must ask at a friend of my is she likes him. I told my friend to say and to keep it SUBTLE. I told him I wasn't madly in love but i was just corrious. BTW I'm very much in love with him for the moment
But that and many other things he did tell him and even his friends arrow they were calling me Mark's sweetheart. In front of other people!! I could die, because none of my girlie friends know about my secret passion. Except 2, they accept everything in return for advice.
So that brings me to lunchtime,what was the most embarresed moment of the day. Not only did my friend came tell me in front of all of these girls that he only likes me on msn but not in real life, his friends gave me this Mark's sweetheartsnames. I was luckly able to chase him off and i was able to give a great twist to his words. After lucnh, he asked that the cafeteriaguy would something in his name. Really funny, it went like this:" Ey everyone, Mark is in need of a girlfriend. So make your choice quikly!" In a full room!!
Offcourse my female friend was saying to me that i shoud react but i would feel bad if he reacted the wrong way. Because I knew of my friend he didn't like me in real life. So i kept my mouth and talked about it for the whole afternoon, what i am good in. Later on , when my classes were finishes i was walking outside underneath "some english word" and next to that Mark was talking to my friend and his friend. About love... So they talked about me for some time and i can't wait to here what is was about. Actually, i don't want to known. He will never be mine and for the time beeing, i'll be a greatstalker!!!
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I dreamt about Mark! It wasn't the first time but it was something "special". He kissed me sweatdrop I don't know i i shoud feel ashamed or all giggle about it.
I know, it was just a dream but still. It was so romantic and perfect. If you want me to tell tou how it went pm or ask it in a comment.
