Well I've been home for almost 2 days and everything is doing okay, but I feel cold. I mean I'm cold one one hand because its chilly and the wind is blowing and its raining. But then there's the coldness that comes from being alone.
Its been a good while since I've been in an intimate relationship with someone. It was nice to have someone to lean on if I had a problem or if I just needed someone to talk to when I was bored or depressed or whatever. It was nice to have someone to hold me and tell me how much they love me and stuff like that you know? I miss having someone to do stuff with and to be bored to death with.
Everyone around me has someone in one form or another. All I have is me and my thoughts. I mean don't get me wrong I talk to my sister and friends and stuff, but I need something just a little more...
I don't know maybe its just my woman senses tingling ^o^
I only feel like this after a few months of each year, but it could be a sign that soon I'll be too old and need to make some contact with another human. Or maybe I just like to be held and kissed and all that. It's just one othe many female problems I go through and I'll live and be okay.
Well that's it!
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