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Well I've writen two new poems! They're on my website but for those of you who aren't my hardcore fans 4laugh well here we go!

Close my eyes its you I see
Like a monster haunting me

With the light he hides under my bed with fright
Only to haunt my dreams at night

I'll never remember because you've never left my mind
I wish these things would heal with time

The gash within my broken heart is still there
There's only so much internal bleeding a person can bare

My lips still earn for your sweet kiss
Demons of the mind are never truly missed

Love and need are now replaced with anger and hate
I'm sure we'll met again is this not fate?

I wipe my tears from my eyes
Each an 'I love you' that was a lie

I'll just close my eyes and go to sleep
This ghost of you I'll forever keep

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Come home alone
Come home is fear
See the shadows hanging 'round
Could he be near?

I walk towards the door
I keep a straight face
I am so afraid
My heart beats out of pace

Light a fire in the place of fear
Burn the whole house down

I open the door
it makes a loud bang
I hear a noise from above
The titan of darkness has sang

He walks down the stairs
each a stabbing groan
He takes one look
And releases an angry moan

Light a fire in the place of fear
Burn the whole house down

His eyes are angry
Why did I come today?
He yells briskly
I need somewhere else to stay

I answer his questions
But my answers aren't good enough
he's getting angry
This happens everyday, life is tough

Light a fire in the place of fear
Burn the whole house down

He asks me to work
I say let me get off my feet
That isn't what he wanted
his and my eyes meet

This irritates his anger
My eyes are just like his, he is my brother
He slaps my face
I cry for my mother

Light a fire in the place of fear
Burn the whole house down

He grabs me by the throat
I am struck deaf and dumb like hellen keller
He takes me to the stairs
then he tosses me into the celler

I land in a heap
I break some more bones
I am no longer a person
Just a mere bag of stones

Light a fire in the place of fear
Burn the whole house down

I relieze there is no point
in trying to try
I see some gasoline and matches
its now time to say good-bye

I have no rags I use my clothes
I cover the walls in gasoline
then I douce myself
I shed only one tear, for the world is so mean

Light a fire in the place of fear
Burn the whole house down

I want to be the flames
able to be on my own
Cannot wait until they eat this dungon
Child shouldn't be alone at home

Now I am the flames
They've eaten away my skin
Now I'm just a burning corpse
Ready to be tossed into the out bin

Light a fire in the place of fear
Burn the whole house down
Say good-bye to your worries
They will never agian be found heart