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I turn around each morning, wondering where I've ended up. Confused, disoriented, and worst above all, lost. What purpose, do I serve. What goals do I seek to achieve, only to find out it did me no good or that it would only lead to something stupid. Like the discovery of a personal trait that makes me feel minuscule to the world and it's unaware inhabitants. I step out my door, collapse, and reawaken. Opening my eyes seeing everything for what it really is. In shock, I turn around and run with fear not looking where I'm going. I run into something. . . wait no, not into as much as a feeling of through. It suddenly gets cold. I turn around to see a pale, oldish dressed folk. Torn clothes and a bandage over the eye. He claims to be a very distant relative. and says nothing more and fades. I look up not believing what I just saw. I go home later on it still being a beautiful Sunday. I look out my window to see happy children prancing along and all happy like. It sickened me for an odd reason. A reason in which was unaware of at the time, but then I blacked out. Woke with a hurting to the head. This being what I believe to be the third time I blacked out got pretty pissed off. I look around to find. Nothing. It was all dark. I swore I had my eyes open but saw nothing. I felt on my head and there were what felt like bandages. I had know idea where I was. I heard voices all around me. Just three. I went back to sleep after that. Woke up in bed at home, flowers with cards on them everywhere. looked at the calender and saw it was the 35th.

Odd I thought it would be the 2Oth 1 day after the free fall trip I took.