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*sigh*
It's not just 'cause I read some manga that reminds me of us...
I've been going hay wire about this subject for a while now.
I think...
If she could just try for one day even...
It'd make me happy.
But that's out of her comfort zone.
Maybe what I really want is to hear "I love you" come out of her mouth or for her to show it....
I'm going back into my old depression over this subject... It sucks terribly bad.
I talked to her today and I felt so happy, I wanted to bust through my computer screen and end up where she was and hug her. I wanted to see her.
I wanted to tell her that I missed her so much and I was glad she was doing ok.
But I couldn't.
I just couldn't and I hate myself for not being able to voice my thoughts to her.
God, I miss her so badly...
I want to hug her so badly too...
I want to see her smile and hear her laugh and I want to hang out with her.
But we're doing that Saturday.
I can wait till then...
Can't I?
~ heart Nya
 Hhymn · Fri Nov 06, 2009 @ 01:30am · 0 Comments |
