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	ive had enough of this st**
	ive had enough of this st**


ok....is it just me....or has life began to just screw up for me....."he is just to sadistic", "he has no passion for human life", well let me tell you....MAYBE I DONT!!!.....I have put up with this ****** stuff as long as i can remember.....started as a toddler.....just grown to live with the anger locked inside of me.....but now.....IVE HAD **** realized today....that......my home life is more screwed up then my school life....but at school.....i began to relive the anger that possesed me once before.....i thought i had gone.....but it returned.....damnit....why am i telling you all this....its not like you give a damn....i cant take it anymore......DAMNIT!!!!!!!!.....why is it returning though.....oh no.....not again.....the last time this happened.....i.....i threw my cousin into a pile of branches......i just hope this......this dont comepletely overtake me......like last time....all my friends who read this.....if i act like a jackass.....forgive me......i hope i can defeat this anger once and for all......... cobra_wwe** · Thu Jan 19, 2006 @ 02:16am · 11 Comments


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	OI!!! DOES NO ONE EVER LISTEN TO ME?! I may not act like it but, I care. I've told you every damn thing that I ever thought of....I trusted you wtih all of my secrets, one's that I...anyway, Why do you say these things? Someone cares for you....there is always soomeone....I sen you today, seen you do something that I never thought of you doing....and I want to help you. anyway I can.. Offline Emi Snicklefritz · Community Member · Thu Jan 19, 2006 @ 09:44pm


	...A pile of twigs?.... struggles not to laugh I threw my cousin into a pile of cinder blocks...but that's a different story...Hehe twisted BTW, I think you should stop hanging around Masa-kun so much, cause this all sounds like something he'd write... sweatdrop Anyway, you got friends dude. So, yeah...what Emi said. xd Offline Artemis Michiyo · Community Member · Thu Jan 19, 2006 @ 11:35pm


	what......what did you see me do that you never thought of me doing......i have never told anybody about this...this....hidden anger.......you know like with jeff.....i really wanted to slam his body THROUGH the floor.......i wasnt playing around......i just......i had to tell it and finally get it off my chest.....and yakino.....if i act a little too much like an a***e.....im sorry......i dont say that to many people...... Offline cobra_wwe** · Community Member · Thu Jan 19, 2006 @ 11:38pm


	twigs?!!! where did you get that?!!!!! and i threw him from the pool deck which is about 5 ft high....... Offline cobra_wwe · Community Member · Fri Jan 20, 2006 @ 12:17am


	Damn I am a bad influence on everybody I meet....st.....I mean true that was my problem, the hidden anger and st I had that st built up before I told Michiyo and Emi about SOME of my past. I mean God I meet you and you turn into this, I meet Sheena and she turns sluty and naughty and st, actually I kinda like the naughty part, but still...do you all think I'm a bad influence? Offline Yakino Makai · Community Member · Fri Jan 20, 2006 @ 01:51am


	no dude, its not you.......i have had this inside of me for a long time..........probably since 3rd grade, which is when i threw my cuz of the deck......i hadnt even told mason about my feelings........i just had to get this off my chest.........it was killing me.........no dude, you arent a bad influence........not to me at least........i dont know of anybody else that thinks so either (besides sheena)........oh well......... Offline cobra_wwe · Community Member · Fri Jan 20, 2006 @ 02:03am


	is the cousin thing wat u mad about, im sure...i mean, i was riding my bike once and i hit a bunch of mud then flew into a barbwire fence, i caut my self between the pointy things though. it wasnt a pleasant experience, but i just got up and started laughing. ok, wat are we talking about...oh yeah, anger, evry1 wants to blow crap up at one point, for men, its called adolescent stupidity, for women, its PMS. and yakino isnt a bad influence, i dont act like people i meet, thats called being a poser. (u arent 1, u didnt say darkness or light, hehehe) also, i dont fear people when they say they feel like killing me b-cuz i know they wont. i actually laff at it, its funny, a little kid sayin "i wanna smash ur head in" people that just turn teens shouldnt act like adults. and when they do, ill laugh inside my head. Offline Ejak · Community Member · Fri Jan 20, 2006 @ 02:34am


	Wow I can't believe it Jakes actually right. Offline Yakino Makai · Community Member · Fri Jan 20, 2006 @ 03:38am


	dude, i've known you for a long time, but that was the smartest thing i have ever heard you say......and no, my cousin is not the reason im mad, just something i was born with.......see i act alot different at home then i do at school.........at school, i laugh, i have a good time........at home (when i am alone and in darkness).......i have a hatred that just eats at me.......but i never really felt it like i used to until yesterday..........if you guys seen me play ball yesterday and today......u probably seen me play a little aggressive........ok, maybe very aggressive........but i was hoping to see most of my opponents fall, and get hurt badly.........and the many falls i took........that wasnt because i tripped, i made myself fall on purpose to feel pain.......to try to end the anger i felt.........didnt work........i dont think i should have brought this up though.........i should have kept doing what i have been........keeping it a secret........i know that somebody, somewhere, has to think im lying, or trying to act like a certain individual........why did i even post this?........... Offline cobra_wwe · Community Member · Fri Jan 20, 2006 @ 04:29am


	AHHH!!! Your journal hurts my eyes!! Offline Emi Snicklefritz · Community Member · Sun Jan 22, 2006 @ 06:52am


	heh.......oh damn that hurts.....rather not say what happened though........ Offline cobra_wwe · Community Member · Sun Jan 22, 2006 @ 07:40pm

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