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Wow, lately I have been feeling like crap, ever since October hit and listening to certain music...damn..I mean like I know I get depressed and stuff but yeah...I keep getting flashbacks of my old friends..I think I'm friendsick...(if that is even a name..:0) well anyway, ugh, I get painfully flashbacks of my old buddies, man, they weere the best.
Larua
Mandisa
Sanyra
Rosa
Zhane
Marcus
Sabrina
Danneesha
Shalisha
and lots more..
Man...it was so fun reuniting with my old friends from middle school at my friends sixteen :3, I really did miss them, but now when I think about it, I hated middle school so much but now I miss it..that's so weird *sigh*. Everyone is like close and I'm not, ugh. Man...so strange ah well there's nothing I can do about it...I guess, I guess theres nothing I can do about it--it just move on I guess, MAN, it would be good to all hang out though...but a las, Larua is in Texas, Sabrina is in the bronx..I don't know were the others are at..I know Zhane is in Mount Vernon near Danneesha and Shalisha.
I miss them too, I only see them on the weekends onnn this sucks....it's very rare to find trustworthy friends, nowadays you can't really trust anyone...which I don't I don't have no best friends at my school just "Friends", I don't trust them like that...so, that is why I don't really hang like I use to, because I find it to be futile to get close to a person like that..I mean it doesn't make sense to make new friends if your going to end up losing them in the end. smh . So I just keep things on a down low..
Done with the friendsickness thing now on to other things I'm feeling lately. :d xp
 Roxas In Twilight Town · Fri Oct 23, 2009 @ 12:08am · 0 Comments |
