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i was on my couch ready to hit the hay and i heard my strom door open and that thing is a b***h when i trieing to sleepy creekey thang so i was like better shut that b***h so im shuting it and there was sometime white coming to the door so i slammed and locked that b***h so fast omg then i ran to get something to fight with and when i was looking the door bell rang and i was like holy s**t and then they were banging on the door and the man was like open up and i was like hell naw and holy s**t i started to up to the door and he was like it my john your dad and all i could think of was here we go again and damm i went up stair and stared packing cuz the last time my dad came it was a all out b***h fight s**t was going everywhere and he was begging me to open the door and im like why and he was like cuz i love you... he use to say that to my mommy he never said that to me well maybe when i was little but when i understood the theme of lieing i was all out of his hands and anyways blah blah i finally opened the door and he was crying im like shut the ******** up yall cry baby and he was like i roberd you from your childhood and i was like duh been knowing that for the last 15 years and going and he keep going on and i was like yeah then he said he found god thats when i said jesus you can take me now but it releashed me in a way but im not sure if he's telling to truth or not but he's a damm good actor then he said this man at the gas station sent me to you and i thought of hamm hamm sent him wow i stared to cry and so we cried together then i sent off to bed and my dad came with me and tolled me he loved me DAMM wasnt that a lie but maybe not mabye im wrong who will ever know maybe we'll never know