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Do you ever actually get over someone you loved? Wouldn't that just kill the thought of love?

If you've loved someone, ACTUALLY Loved someone you would never be able to forget them and a apart of you would always love them.

I believe that is why people are cold or become cold.

Because they NEVER want to get hurt, or they have shared their love and gotten hurt so many times that maybe there is nothing left?

I don't know much but in two short years I have shared my love twice, and in return had my heart torn apart.

I loved my first boyfriend because he was my first. My first everything.

My second? I loved more deeply. I loved him more then ever thought possible. Strangely yet, he is easier to breath and get over.

I don't know if it was because he always talked about if we don't work out you must promise to be my friend. Which made my heart understand that.... He WOULD Not be forever mind.

Their will always be a slight pain in my heart when I think of HIM, and maybe even the first.... But..

If there is such thing as loving someone forever, and actually being with that person?

I would love to find it one day. I keep my hopes high.