So, I guess the main reason I'm writing this is simply because I haven't posted anything in a while.
...
Yes, that is your cue to go ahead and stop reading. I won't mind.
I never mind...
So, anyways,
I could just simply write my heart out on gaia and hope that someone responds, but I don't even know how many people actually read my journals...
or even care what's being said in them...
*sigh*
So my mind is kinda going two ways...
If you ever knew me enough, you would know first hand that this is one of my top 5 major struggles,
My worst enemy is myself.
And I know I shouldn't be complaining about this WHAT-SO-EVER,
but I do, and I hate myself for it...
...
Yes, that is your cue to go ahead and stop reading. I won't mind.
I never mind...
So, anyways,
I could just simply write my heart out on gaia and hope that someone responds, but I don't even know how many people actually read my journals...
or even care what's being said in them...
*sigh*
So my mind is kinda going two ways...
If you ever knew me enough, you would know first hand that this is one of my top 5 major struggles,
My worst enemy is myself.
And I know I shouldn't be complaining about this WHAT-SO-EVER,
but I do, and I hate myself for it...
One side of me is being all "emo-ish"
>>And I'm fighting hard against it...
One side wants your pity
>>The other says "I don't want your attention on this subject."
One side says ******** this
>>The other says "soldier on"
One side says to give up
>>The other says "stay strong"
One side says "I'm broken"
>>The other says "they need my help more than I do"
One side says "Take care of yourself first"
>> The other side quotes a lyric ~More of you and less of me~
...
sweatdrop
Anyways,
now that your're very confuzed,
(those of you who are still reading,
if there are any...)
NEW SUBJECT~
As you might've guess, Im bored,
and a little high off pain pills
(for a surgery, jeez =P )
And I've been reading my bestest friend's journals
Backwords...
And I can see how much she's changed,
In a good way of course ^_^
And I just wanted to give a shout out to her
Don't lose hope
I luvs you, "sister"
XD
Just as a side note, I am also her "stalker", cause I am simply that amazing.
;D
Third, and final note...
God, I feel amazing.
XD
I keep asking myself,
Holy. s**t.
Did that seriously just happen?
and NO, you pervs
I'm not talking about getting laid. stare
...
Screw this,
Im not gonna even try to explain how great I feel.
XD
sweatdrop
Anyways,
now that your're very confuzed,
(those of you who are still reading,
if there are any...)
NEW SUBJECT~
As you might've guess, Im bored,
and a little high off pain pills
(for a surgery, jeez =P )
And I've been reading my bestest friend's journals
Backwords...
And I can see how much she's changed,
In a good way of course ^_^
And I just wanted to give a shout out to her
Don't lose hope
I luvs you, "sister"
XD
Just as a side note, I am also her "stalker", cause I am simply that amazing.
;D
Third, and final note...
God, I feel amazing.
XD
I keep asking myself,
Holy. s**t.
Did that seriously just happen?
and NO, you pervs
I'm not talking about getting laid. stare
...
Screw this,
Im not gonna even try to explain how great I feel.
XD
