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Memento Mori
I'm running down a dream that never would come to me.
This journal entry is really more for my own reference then anything else. It is basically a place for me to dump some numbers, work on refining my list and a place for me to try to gather up all the odds and ends info I have laying around and try to make some sense of it. With the beginning of a new month- and a lot of ambition for it and myself- I really want to have my ducks in a row before I go any further because I know how I work- I have to have a list and a clear plan of action. I synthesize all the stuff I have to do really well with lists. There's something calm and soothing about sitting down and making a list; recently I have really gotten into posting these things online and not just in my notebooks. It helps me to get a clearer take on what it is that I am trying to do.

This kind of crazy needs as much focus as it can get. xD

This and this entry had two really great lists that I have stolen and updated for this posting. My plan now is to prepare to update my Gaia Notebook on the first of October because it's been months since I updated it and some of the stuff actually got done!

surprised heart


Since that list is so outdated and there's other stuff I want to work on now, I wanted to put up a really rough draft in here so that when I sit down to get the new list worked up I have a reference.

The following list is broken down mostly from previous lists and entries. I have modified it to fit what I am currently working on. To see the full list please refer to the links provided above; for the sake of simplicity I have narrowed down specifically what I want to work on the most, what still needs to be done, what has a hope of being done, etc.

Ongoing Projects:

* Keep on top of PMs.

- As of 5:13 PM today I have exactly six PMs sitting in my Inbox. For me, that is above and beyond fantastic. sweatdrop

* Save all profile comments to current and then answer what can be answered.

* Need to talk with certain people about Red; you know who you are. ninja I think if it is okay with him, I will make that a priority of our next walk-and-talk. Goodness knows I do not want to do much more with Red before this very important step is taken because...well, just because. Red means a lot to me for a lot of different reasons; it has been in stasis but the reboot it has coming to it...it's just another of those things like what I mentioned yesterday- what a long, strange, surreal trip down the rabbit hole.

* Get and keep inventory in order.

* Update my own personal filing/archiving.

* Email. @.@ My goodness, what a monster I have let that thing become! gonk

- As of this posting (5:34 PM, September 29, 2009):

Emails- 6,250 messages total- 138.0 MB in size spread out over seventeen different folders. In particular, 22 emails in my current Inbox, 46 Drafts still waiting to be deleted, finished, or just sent since I have some stuff in there that just needs to be addressed. I find stuff all the time I want to send to certain people but then I just let sit there until A Perfect Time. >.< I really have to stop doing that.

There are 3,370 messages in the Read Through folder; AKA the folder I dump all the stuff that does not need reading right away- like blog alerts or all the rando-newsletters I get. All the impersonal stuff, I guess you could say. RP posts or stuff sent to me by friends gets put into Drafts so I know it will not be buried or forgotten.

So that's my number count and bare-bones reference list as of this posting. That is what I am going to devote the rest of my night to- getting emails and PMs squared away and getting ready for the October back-up. I have a LOT of stuff I want to back up this time around that I did not save last time and want to be ready to update my Gaia Notebook.

Then there are the advanced projects that will take at least a day each to get each individual done, and that is if I really apply myself. Those things include my new profile finished, coded, and ready to go, all the backing up I want to do (from RPs, this journal, profile comments), Memento Mori overhaul (just a little project I wanted to do), all the odds and ends I wanted to do for certain guilds...and then all the very-advanced-probably-will-never-happen stuff, like an art contest thread and getting to play zOMG. I really did want to get to play it but I do not see it happening anytime soon. Maybe and only maybe when and if I have more time...but right now, the way things are, there just is not any. There are days now where I have to play the game of Pick Sleep Or Fill-In-The-Blank and now I have gotten to a point where things have suffered badly because of that. I have to put being able to do my job first because without that I would not have Gaia to even make a bleep on my What To Worry About Today radar.

This is just Gaia-related matters. I have other stuff I want to work on- work-related stuff, giving my apartment a thorough going-over and overhaul, personal matters. Changes I want to make, implement this month for reasons of my own.

Plus other stuff!

I like keeping busy on my little pet-projects. It makes me happy when, at the end of my day, I can look back and think that I actually accomplished something.

And that little fact right there explains 98% of my behavior.

I have a lot of hope for October. heart I feel good about it. There are lots of things planned and important days coming up (YAY! The Shenanigan Crew have another con coming up to go to! That is one thing I am really looking forward to. heart ); plus, it is a new beginning.

And I am all about new beginnings.

~ heart


~This entry was edited Tuesday September 29, 2009 @ 5:50 PM.


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  • User Comments: [2]
    eek WOW! over 6k emails?! I can't imagine! Can't imagine what that's like! I usually just delete them all. haha....well not all but you know. But I feel confident you can do it! Goooo Radiant! heart

    I like how your journal is now. If you wanted to change it then okay. I can't wait for that and your new profile! Are you going to make your new profile or buy it? I know of a profile maker that does a really good job! But it's a lot of gold.

    I don't really play zomg either but I have a friend helping me so it's a lot better! I like playing with him since he was an early tester so he's really good! (: If you wanted the play I can try to help you!

    I'll be rooting for you as always Radiant! <3

    comment Sevi Rais · Community Member · Wed Sep 30, 2009 @ 07:48am
    It's a Sevi. *Huggles it* heart :3 It makes me happy that you posted!

    Thank you! heart It sounds worse then it is. xD I have that many because months and months ago I just stopped really checking it. I would find stuff I wanted to subscribe to but since I could not get online everyday I just let my email pile up and up and up and up...Until you have the nice cluster-you-know-what that it is now. 98% of all those emails are my subscribed stuff- the rest is what I consider the really important stuff. Personal emails, like from the boyfriend-unit, friends on here, friends at work, stuff like that. That was the stuff I had to dig out from all the other stuff. sweatdrop It took a couple of sittings to do it in but I think I was able to find all the good stuff. xD

    I thought about deleting them all and just starting over. The only thing is that I know my OCD would have a fit. gonk I know it is irrational, but I feel like I have to check it all and read over it all. >.< It's obnoxious. @.@ I have this perfectionist streak that says I have to be Super Girl or the world will implode. And for some reason, being Super Girl means never letting an email go unread, a table go undusted, NOTHING EVER must be slacked on.

    My brain is crazy. o.o

    But I mean well! xd heart

    Thank you for the sweet words and the confidence in me. ^.^ And thank you for saying that you liked the journal the way it is now! heart I like it, too. I had some idea about changing the banner a while back but now that I have had time to think about it, I might not change it at all. I am very sentimental and rather fond of the way it is now because it has always been like this, every since I started it.

    Wow. sweatdrop How time does fly. And thank you for saying that about the new profile! I am trying to make it myself but honestly, the more I see what someone who knows what the hell they are doing can do the more tempted I am to just have someone make one for me. I have stuff that I want done that the guides make sound REALLY easy and I even got CSS books to do one...But it is not as easy as it seems. >.< Not for me, anyway. Then again, it might be because I am over-thinking the entire thing. I tend to do that.

    Thank you for saying you would help me with zOMG! heart Sevi is the best. :3 I would like that; I can not wait to at least see what it is like because I have not trusted myself to even log into the game long enough to see one screen. It will be another thing that drives me bonkers to not be able to do! xD

    I played D2 for the longest time; it was the online obsession I had before Gaia and I still very much miss playing. There was something so nice about those days. t.t

    Anyway, thank you for saying you were rooting for me! heart ^.^ It means a lot to me. It's so silly to make such a big deal out of something like this but it's a nice way to direct all my worrying to something I can actually control. xD The support means a lot to me. ^.^

    I love you guys. heart


    comment RadiantFlare · Community Member · Wed Sep 30, 2009 @ 07:29pm
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