Is it me or is everyone dying all of a sudden? First it was my grandmother on my 12th birthday. Then my other grandmother not even a month later. Then last year I lost a friend and two uncles. Now as of this year I learn that my great aunt and yet another friend are preparing to go. Why? It makes me worry even more about my mother and younger brother. My mother is in her early forties and takes a pill for everything from high blood pressure to bladder problems. There may even be something wrong with her heart. As for my little brother he's got epilepsy and ADHD. He has seizures and who knows when he'll have the one that kills him. It greatly concerns me. I couldn't stand it if I lost them. I even almost lost my best friend once. She was having crippling pains and was sent to the emergency room, but she's the only one that's even slightly okay. She now has diabetes and works with an optometrist. They are my life. Why is everyone dying? Why?
Being so far away from them makes me worry even more. What if I could be there to help them? To save them. My father has all the makings of someone getting ready to have a heart attack, but that is his own fault. He refuses to take care of himself. Why?? And he doesn't even care.
I guess all I can do is pray and pray and pray and pray until its all over.
Well that's it so see you later.
Amaretta Sunrise Community Member 
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