01/09/o6
How do we know it's time to have sex, to give birth, to date? Many don't know about this or when it is time. I am one of those few but especially, how do we know that we are IN love, not just feel love. It is a hard thing to determine let alone know for sure if we are in love or not. I was in love but everyone thinks I was just feeling it, wouldn't I know if I was in love or not? I got blamed for my relationship going down the drain and I got blamed for taking my x's "innocence". What about mine? He never got in trouble for taking mine, why am I in trouble...from my cousin of all people which is younger than me, how is it she know what love is but yet I don't, yes her mom and dad knew love until she died...yet my parents didn't really love each other they felt love. But I know what love is I know if it is real or not, I loved my x, I though the loved me but appearently he didn't, he felt it...can one person not feel while the other is in? Or does that just make it impossible? How do we determine love? Did God or Jesus know what love is? Did they mean to hide it from our eyes and hearts or was that just a mistake? I believe I am here for a reason but not to love is not part of it, why would I be the only one left out from feeling this sensation, this potion of life, this extacsy. No I haven't opened my eyes fully, my x and I had great times but maybe I was foold from the joker, the magician, the lie. The words "I love you" is hard to diciver(sp?) if it is true or just empty words. My heart has taken much heartache and pain but yet here I am again, serching for love and happiness with another person but most of all I am serching for the meaning of Love. heart
~Kai~ heart
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