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The feelings for her choked me
color fluttered back to my face.
Her eyes They strangled me.
Her harsh blue eyes knew how to steal my last breath.
Burning holes in my chest.
I stress that i'm a dog fighting for a lost cause
i will never amount to anything.
I'll bang my fist till i'm bleeding because
i don't even know my own limit let alone respect it
All at once my passion and efforts to contain you came right back.
I wanted you to myself again.
Summer loneliness bites at my feet.
I try to refuse to hide from all the pain.
And yet i was kissed by the lips and fiery warmth of Leah.
Just the other day.
Why must I be tourtured so?
My heart beat thundered upon my chest.
I want to scream Sarah Baby!
wait this doesn't make sense she never wonders alone.
Damn my hateful eyes i see that Heather close by her side.
So close i can see her hazel eyes.
she's got her wicked fingers wraped around her waist.
Just give me a little taste.
Anger springs quick flashes
oh how quickly i have staggered back to the edge of jealousy.
I want you now more then anything.
I hate that I miss your body.
Why are you with that whore?
Why cant we be something more?
You walk out of my rage of sight.
And the feelings of hate fade away.
This is something really strange.
Why did just leave my face.
I was just envious only lasting for seconds.
Did I really mean that?
Whoa I'm ******** speechless.