Its always somthing more than just being heartbroken isn't it?
......i know...i know it is..
The dealer of pain
Its card burned sharp with the queen of hearts
Rough as a diamond it will always cut you down
Being sad, selfish let yourself drown
Let yourself suffer but don't be labeled
Don't call your self emo its only depression
But i'm somthing else something more but slowly it congresses
My pain and anguish yet i let no one know
Even my closest loved ones don't have clue i feel so low
I bottle up everything and hide behind a mask of smiles
Blowing everything up burning my stack of memories that sweet...sweet little pile
I let myself be disgrace by my own thoughts
I allow myself to become the stranger i swore to thwart
I let everyone down i have became a failure to my own eyes
Theres is nothing left of me i'm deprived of my pride
I start to become souless nothing left in my eyes
No soul no emotion all has been abide
My anger begins to gave way like how the moon sways the tides
My evil true nature begins show from side to side
My gastly hideous looks hidden from the nights sky
My vicious crazed intentions no longer standing by
I rip my victims to shreds a thwart no remorses
My body has gone numb
No reguard for human life? yes yes...i have none
Because they've taken all they can from me
My life my loved one and my sole destiny
My body begins to weaken as the time passes by
Slowly i slump to the ground shriveled up and ready to die
And in the end i relize that i am all alone
Not even i am in my own abode
But i don't care anymore i have gone numb
This is enchantment of this psycho lunatic from the tomb
As i gaze at the stars taking my last breath
My last moment my last thought my last saying ''no regrets''
Xeemix Otoro Narubu Katakari ~ God Of Sin
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Burn to Ashes.....