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I Just had My worst One ive had yet...But frist some background into it; It plays off all The Nightmares i was having over and over again; the Succubi-- the raven-- the Demon-- the reaper taking my head-- The colours

Frist up the Succubi:
a while back i was having Dreams, Sexual as they where they where nightmares-- This Stunning Red Head i continualy ment in just about every place i found myself in While dreaming, well it all start out fun and good, But it soon turned into torrcer Branding Rods Burning Diffrent markings into my skin, hanging by my ankles bleeding into a pit full of straving dogs at frist then cannibles, and as teh torrcer got wrose so he how she'd appear More twisted more...Im not sure how to discribe it

Next The Reaper taking my head:
This is teh oldest dream, i frist had this one when i was 8 I was running the grim Reaper Mounted on a nightmare chacing me threw the halls of my schools the alleys around where i was living the streets around my grandpreants...It ended when i moved to red deer and stoped running in the dream..i was infront of my school (central in case you really want to know) i drop to my knees tears in my eyes (teh frist time i let it end thsi way each time after i kept a stronger and stronger face till the dream finnaly stoped) and rode forward at full speed and he sliced my head from my shoulders. when another 3 or four feet then dismounted turned around adn gathered my head from the ground and Threw my body on the back of his hourse and rode off leaving my dis-enbodyed soul sitting there

The Raven and demon ive talked about before But ill mention them again
The demon followed me threw SWC when no one else was around hall after hall till i wasnt in the school anymore i was in a maze, then he left me there stunned till i woke up
The raven i was in a mental hospital running down one of teh halls and at the end in a window was this 4 foot tall raven with green eyes which turned blood red tehn i woke up
the colours was the thing that was telling me about teh week ahead...Now i shall tell you the Waking Nightmare that was the wrost one yet

But first alittle about my room
My room is PITCH BLACK ive taped a gargbe bag over My tiny Little window to be sure of this, My bed is right under this window with a desk at the end of my bed so i can sit on the end of my bed and work at teh desk which is right beside the door on the left hand side if your in the room facing the door and my tv is on the otehr side in teh corner a desser next to that on the wall across from my bed..my room is tiny and in teh basment... well i shall begin the "dream"

Im laying in bed trying to fall asleep staring at my roof by the window went Light starts pouring in my window, it pours in and swirrs about filling the room, then a Raven climbs in the window and looks down at me, My heart races, i look at my desk and the Succubi is siting on it Smiling at me her legs Crossed knee over knee leaning on her arms which are behind her holding her up. i sit up my heart trying to jump out of my chest i look over at the Door and the Demon is in the door way Staring me down from under a hood his horns poking out from under them and infront of teh dresser across from my bed is the reaper standing there holding his scythe in one hand and the head of my ten year old self in the other lips sowen shut and eye lids removed, i press my back to the wall and close my eyes and open them again, the light is gone its all gone... no ones there and my door is still locked my heart still pouding i wanted to scream...but couldnt...still siting up after siting there for about 5 min i get out of bed get dressed and come up stairs and Began writing all this out....i have NO drugs or alcohol in my system my last coke was at midnight, i clrawed into bed at 330am the dream started at 635 i came up at about 645
Im scared...Ive never been this scared in my life....