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there i was the most loving guy to her just sharing at her and then there he was just bitching to her about stupid s**t all i could think for if she was only mine a few mintues late she was crying in truck as her makeup ran off her face its pointless but even though she looks ugly i find her quiet inteserting we said nothing we thought everything i saw her walk up the her house and turn back as she had somthing to say but she just cried i wish i would of said somthing but that would of make it worst or would it as im sitting there i got a call from her boyfriend again i said nothing not even a hello silents but all he could say was stay away but i knew there was nothing but to keep me away and i finally said i have nothing i have no life i have no heart all i have is me and thats the lonest thing to have i ended that call at 2:52 and then it stuck me i have nothing i mean i have things but i could give it all away and still be me i dont know why im living i guess im just waiting for my turn to go to heaven and then i've been though hell and back and damm im honored because if i didnt i'd still be learning but it all makes sense i was meant to be dead long before this present day but god came and he saved me and my god i was born again a child of god but still im sitting here with a blank stare everything was meant to be
 ulove · Thu Aug 27, 2009 @ 02:19am · 0 Comments |
