I'm excited, but... a little overwhelmed to realized that this year flew by so, so fast. Then again, I guess that's the feeling you always get at the end of something like a year.
2005 really kicked everyone's buttocks, yes it did. Well, I know it got mine pretty bad; that's for sure. With all the Zak depression, actually cutting myself for the first few times Chelsea moving, missing Austin with such a horrible passion, really throwing my brain around. I don't think I'll ever forget this year. EVER. I just wanna put down some notes for a few people. If I leave you out, don't shoot me, and don't bring it up. Please. It'll make me feel bad; I only have so much time to type this.
Wiktor-
Just... wow. You've really been there for me, if you haven't already noticed. You're the one sitting here almost every day, convincing me to get my act together, to /stay alive/. You act as if your soul duty is to hold my spirit up high-- and you get an AAAA+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++. YOU, Wiktor, are one of the very few reasons that I'm even alive right now. YOU. You're the greatest-- I love you so much.
Kaitlyn-
I can't even express how much you helped me this /whole/ year. You've been by my side for so long, and you're such a great person. Hold your head up high, and stand up for what you believe in; and pop Brea a nice right hook next time she tries to boss you around. That, or come get me to do it. You know I will. I love you so much.
Austin-
Haha... I don't think you even read my journal anymore. But whatever. You're the best friend that I've ever had, the best friend I ever will, and the friend that I've known the /very longest/. Did you know that? I bet you didn't. You were the first friend that I ever met that I was actually old enough to remember. You're so great, and I love you so much.
Chelsea-
I've never had a friend like you. Ever. You're the most creative person alive, especially in your spelling. xD You rock so hard. You've given me so much encouragement in my life here in DC, and you've slapped me so hard when I needed it. xD You're the best, Chels. I love you so much.
Alex-
... I don't even know what to say. I can look at any of my depressing journal entries, any PM reply that I saved because it was touching, and you'll always be the one right there patting me on the back, telling me to give life a little more time to clean the puke off it's bib. You're the coolest person alive, and you should embrace that so tightly that it squeezes it's head right off it's shoulders. You're the one who's always thinking with his head and not what inside his pants, the one that's always there to give some hardy advice and to keep helping someone along. And I'm glad you're over that Michaela girl; she ruined your spirit, you know. Anyway, Alex; you're the best. I love you so much.
Brolly-
God, do I hope you read this. xDD You probably won't. Oh, well. If Alex reads, hopefully he'll kick you and tell you to come read it. You're that dude who's lurking around every corner, just waiting for me to drop my guard... so you can come make me spill what's on my mind. Seriously. These past few weeks on MSN, no matter how un-often it was, you always caught me at the right time when I needed it; so that I could get something off my mind, so that I could tell you something that's been bugging me for so long. And you know, I think you were the first person that I told that Zak was my first love. Did you know that? Haha. Probably not. And you were the first to know something else, too; but that's not mentionable in public. For now, anyway. -sweatdrop- You're awesome, Brolly. I love you so much.
Brittnae-
HA HA. Thought I forgot you, didn't you? Anyway. You know, you've let me confide so much in you, that's it's almost unbelievable. I almost feel guilty for how much I leaned for support on you. You're so awesome-- and, it seems like we actually relate in some stuff that we're going through. Except, you've gone out with 14 boys since 2nd grade-- I've only gone out with one. sweatdrop Hehe. Ah, well. You're awesome, Britt-- I love you so much.
Katie-
Yodel-chan. Geez, I can't even express. You've been so awesome for all the time that I've known you. Besides the occasional angst, you're NEVER down. You've never failed to slop a grin on my face, and to make me laugh my eyeballs out. You always cheer me up. For years, for as long as I've known you, it's always been utterly impossible to frown around you, or to get downhearted, or angry, or anything. You're a wonderful rolemodel, an awesome artist, a good person-- but most important of all, a /great friend/. You're so great, Yodel-chan, and I love you so much.
Gretchen-
OMG. I can't even tell you how much you help me out. No matter what I'd done wrong, and no matter what I'd ever said, you'd /always/ forgiven me. You've always been so cool about all the mistakes I've ever made, and all the misjudgements I had ever accused. I think we both need a little ego boost, don't you? We should get together sometime. Anyway, Gretchen, I don't think I would have survived 3rd-5th without you! I love you so much.
And, everybody else who I know are going to be REALLY angry with me for not giving them a message-- I'm really sorry. You all are SOOOOOO awesome, and I love you all to pieces. T__T
HAPPY NEW YEARS, EVERYBODY!
2005 really kicked everyone's buttocks, yes it did. Well, I know it got mine pretty bad; that's for sure. With all the Zak depression, actually cutting myself for the first few times Chelsea moving, missing Austin with such a horrible passion, really throwing my brain around. I don't think I'll ever forget this year. EVER. I just wanna put down some notes for a few people. If I leave you out, don't shoot me, and don't bring it up. Please. It'll make me feel bad; I only have so much time to type this.
Wiktor-
Just... wow. You've really been there for me, if you haven't already noticed. You're the one sitting here almost every day, convincing me to get my act together, to /stay alive/. You act as if your soul duty is to hold my spirit up high-- and you get an AAAA+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++. YOU, Wiktor, are one of the very few reasons that I'm even alive right now. YOU. You're the greatest-- I love you so much.
Kaitlyn-
I can't even express how much you helped me this /whole/ year. You've been by my side for so long, and you're such a great person. Hold your head up high, and stand up for what you believe in; and pop Brea a nice right hook next time she tries to boss you around. That, or come get me to do it. You know I will. I love you so much.
Austin-
Haha... I don't think you even read my journal anymore. But whatever. You're the best friend that I've ever had, the best friend I ever will, and the friend that I've known the /very longest/. Did you know that? I bet you didn't. You were the first friend that I ever met that I was actually old enough to remember. You're so great, and I love you so much.
Chelsea-
I've never had a friend like you. Ever. You're the most creative person alive, especially in your spelling. xD You rock so hard. You've given me so much encouragement in my life here in DC, and you've slapped me so hard when I needed it. xD You're the best, Chels. I love you so much.
Alex-
... I don't even know what to say. I can look at any of my depressing journal entries, any PM reply that I saved because it was touching, and you'll always be the one right there patting me on the back, telling me to give life a little more time to clean the puke off it's bib. You're the coolest person alive, and you should embrace that so tightly that it squeezes it's head right off it's shoulders. You're the one who's always thinking with his head and not what inside his pants, the one that's always there to give some hardy advice and to keep helping someone along. And I'm glad you're over that Michaela girl; she ruined your spirit, you know. Anyway, Alex; you're the best. I love you so much.
Brolly-
God, do I hope you read this. xDD You probably won't. Oh, well. If Alex reads, hopefully he'll kick you and tell you to come read it. You're that dude who's lurking around every corner, just waiting for me to drop my guard... so you can come make me spill what's on my mind. Seriously. These past few weeks on MSN, no matter how un-often it was, you always caught me at the right time when I needed it; so that I could get something off my mind, so that I could tell you something that's been bugging me for so long. And you know, I think you were the first person that I told that Zak was my first love. Did you know that? Haha. Probably not. And you were the first to know something else, too; but that's not mentionable in public. For now, anyway. -sweatdrop- You're awesome, Brolly. I love you so much.
Brittnae-
HA HA. Thought I forgot you, didn't you? Anyway. You know, you've let me confide so much in you, that's it's almost unbelievable. I almost feel guilty for how much I leaned for support on you. You're so awesome-- and, it seems like we actually relate in some stuff that we're going through. Except, you've gone out with 14 boys since 2nd grade-- I've only gone out with one. sweatdrop Hehe. Ah, well. You're awesome, Britt-- I love you so much.
Katie-
Yodel-chan. Geez, I can't even express. You've been so awesome for all the time that I've known you. Besides the occasional angst, you're NEVER down. You've never failed to slop a grin on my face, and to make me laugh my eyeballs out. You always cheer me up. For years, for as long as I've known you, it's always been utterly impossible to frown around you, or to get downhearted, or angry, or anything. You're a wonderful rolemodel, an awesome artist, a good person-- but most important of all, a /great friend/. You're so great, Yodel-chan, and I love you so much.
Gretchen-
OMG. I can't even tell you how much you help me out. No matter what I'd done wrong, and no matter what I'd ever said, you'd /always/ forgiven me. You've always been so cool about all the mistakes I've ever made, and all the misjudgements I had ever accused. I think we both need a little ego boost, don't you? We should get together sometime. Anyway, Gretchen, I don't think I would have survived 3rd-5th without you! I love you so much.
And, everybody else who I know are going to be REALLY angry with me for not giving them a message-- I'm really sorry. You all are SOOOOOO awesome, and I love you all to pieces. T__T
HAPPY NEW YEARS, EVERYBODY!
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