I didn't know who I really was. All I knew was that I have had many struggles in my past, and never did I once think -nor did I believe- that one day I would overcome them. My disappointments and mistakes stalked and haunted me; then on June 6, 2008 all that hurt me vanished. Talking of the day I met Him, the day that I will never forget, shall be the only day till now I shall love. He was the one who stole all I had and made it many times as greater than I could ever have done. If it was not for Him and I meeting, speaking, and jokingly picking on each other- I never would have felt the way I do now. This feeling is one I wil never forget- I cherish everyday and every night of my eternal existence. This Man -or Boy should I say for now- has taken my heart and my life He created a smiled upon my lips, that was true and real. But now with You it is never a show, never a joke, never a lie. My love for You, Trenton James Lahey, is pure and unconditional. Stronger, my love grows. Weaker, grows my ability to be away from you for any amount of time. Seconds, minutes, hours, days are worse than the torturous and painful depths of hell. I could go through that countless times before I could go any time without You. Trenton, I love you. There's no possible way that I could ever express trully how I much I love you. Fore now I can only say it, write it, and hope that one day I could prove it. You are more, way more, than I could have ever deserved in eternity. And how so I am gratefuly to have You in my life. To have You as my life. Without you I could not sleep, Without you my heart would never keep its beat. The thought being with out you is even greater than any amount of slaughtery and extremendous agony of undulgence in the pain and suffering endurable. Nothing is worse than losing You and never having You in my life ever. That is why I am very much in love with You and ONLY You! Trenton James Lahey, you made me in to the girl I never knew could ever exist. You have become my every reason to get up in morning and live ever day. Smiling. Before I met You, dea Lord, how could I ever have ever survived and existed every day life without you in my existence! And, I will never know, I never shall I want to know. From now on, and every day, afternoon, and night that is to care. My wishes are to only to be with you. ONLY You! My heart. My souls. My dreams and wishes. My dearest loves and dreams is you, Trenton James Lahey. Never will you be replaced. Never shall I love another with nor without you. Never will I want to be with out You!
I LOVE YOU!
I LOVE YOU!
