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color o teh day:
flirty red and happy gold.
whee xd

ohhhhhhkayyyyyyy...
so...
here's the deal, bub.
i think i might break up with Jordan...
no... i will.
yes, i will.
he's ignoring me and he never even talks to me anymore. he says it's because he "wants to spend time with his family and he has work". mad
i have seen him 4 or 5 times over the ENTIRE SUMMER!!!
and im not even sure if it's that much! more like 2.
and im random and hyper. he's predictable and calm.
random+calm= DISASTER!!!
and when i do manage to talk to him we have nothing to talk about...
we just sorta sit there.
and that's if we're on the phone. if we're together in rl all we do is make out. stare
it's just... the fire's dead. ka-put. poof. no more.
and well... there is Zach... and he's really speeding up the process of breaking up...
evidently he likes me.
a lot.
and he has for a long time.
and you see, he's really awesome and funny and he would be a really sweet boyfriend. like... really REALLY sweet.
and he has the prettiest eyes... so blue.
3nodding
but i spent pretty much all of today and a lot of yesterday hanging out with
Aleigha
Seirra
Brandon
and Zach.
and the whole time i just wanted to hug him whee
he's really sute for a buy with red and blue-ish-green hair redface
sooooo.... yeah...
another really important thing happened too... but im not going to post it in here.
too disturbing.
too creepy
too...
insane-sounding. eek
ttfn!!!