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living a life

a lie

I can't live my life

i can't breathe

sufficating on the air around me always in the darkness

sufficating not knowing if that day will be my last or the next

never knowing

living a lie

of happiness

of pure thoughts of nothingness

i can't live this lie

this life i lead

i am sufficating

live my life for me

be happy when i can not

live my lie for me

live when i can not