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As I sit in the feilds
Alone and devastated
I can remember your face, formed in the clouds I stare at
The tears are falling from my eyes
I feel like I am here, but my body is numb
I can not move
You were all that created me, my mind

Now that you have left me
I have no more control
I am just an empty and broken puppet
A toy that a child left on a playground, and forgot all about

My life was dedicated to you, and flowed with your heartbeats
The times when I laughed and the times when I smiled
Were all drawn out by you
I was the sketch you picked up and continued, but when you left
I was sitting there, still very incomplete
Nothing in this world could finish what you have started
No one could, not even me

As my heart aches and thuds against my ribcage, the shock of pain
Is excelerating through out my blood
Letting me know the pain you felt, when you decided to end it
End everything

I miss you, more than anyone I ever missed before
And as I stare at these clouds, high in the sky of day
I remember your face, and for once
I smiled...