A high pressure pushed aside-- I can see your hands.
A grab away but is it too soon ?
For me to want to be taken away with you.
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In the morning Jay met up with me first and we talked. I showed him Kon,
and he started laughing. xD
I just played around with my phone. Then came zozo. ^ - ^
He had homework lol so I just watched him to that. I noticed his necklaces
and I thought they were smexyfuuuul. I mean necklaces are hawt. Not
in particular they just are stfu. hahaha.
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Hoshi: YARIGHT. w00tw00t.
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He said he'd been doing until late last night.
After the bell rung we went to the back, and we just talked random s**t.
About how Jay is gay but in denial. rofl.
I think I got kicked for a couple of things. xD
~Reggae music plays~
Jay: I like that song D<
me: Whatever! xDD
Jay: Idk wtf their saying but I like it.
Zee: I like the beat... o:
me: ~rofl~
Got on the GRIFFIN EXPRETHS, and i don't know why we never sit together.
We seat in separate seats but close to eachother. ^ w ^
Talking about a bunch of stupid s**t. Zee's been getting inappropriate lately. xDDD!!
lol....
And talking about Jurrell having girls for everyday of the week. Haha.
Then I saw Valencia and I started laughing :
"What day is she ?" XDDDD
Jay: THE WEEKEND.
hahaha.
They were rofling over there.
So the first 6 minutes of walking was just be and zozo.
Talking about how the coaches were sexual predators, and how one of them
is coming for Jay. Hahaha.
"If he knew we were talking about him... xD"
Then Jay came in his retarded shorts and we all walked.
Renzy almost told him what we were talking about haha.
Then when we stretched---- ROFLLMFAO!!!
We were stretching and we love to mock Coach Gee. xD
~does spirit fingers~ "coom,coom.coom!!" ~he saying 'come' lol....~
Then Renzy got put far away D';
and I was next to Jurrell groaning and doing the weirdest s**t with his legs.
ohgawd...hahaha.
I was dying.
Renzy: I think I puked.
We had to be split because I don't fawkin' know, so girls playing dodge ball
in the other court while the boys play basketball.
Sayra kicks a** D;
After that we went back on the bus. Renzy was all lonely. I wanted to sit by
him but I wasn't sure lol instead this b***h did D<
I was taking pictures of Jay sucking on his grapes...LOLOL.
it was soooo funny.
And poking his dimple. x3
Then 2nd block we took down some notes. Mr. Rivera embarrassed meh D:
Saying that I was talking when he's a stupid b***h.
then we read.
Robert looked at my book and he said he'd read it.
Then Renzy looked at it, looked at me and said "WTF -holds up same book-"
Apart of the series anyways.
I lawled.
He touched it!!! O: -puts plastic over my book- x3
After second block I ate my sammich and hardly talked with them.
ALL OF THE SUDDEN; a card of this half naked blond comes out of nowhere
and Jurrell puts it in his pocket. XDDDDDDDDDDD
I asked Renzy if he saw that--he said yes. omg...haha...
Then he zee was just playing with his necklaces.
me: "a verlo." -takes-
of course I just did that cuz....DUUUUURRRRR.
It was cool though. Nice necklace.
I asked him how his weekend was while Jurrell was talking to Victor, (whom
zozo and I conclude is his boyfran) and he said his mom is trying to put him
in juvie because he pushed his sister. D<
And I think he said he pushed his mom to. I'm not sure.O:
And hit his brother. idfk.
We kinda stayed quiet afterthat D;
Just looking at his necklace. mhrm.
Then we watched Jurrell spill some of Victor's Arizona tea on himself haha.
So then he took another waterfall, and this time Renzy pushed him. rofl.
Jay got it in his nose! xD
Me & Renzy laughed our a** off. He ran to the side (Renzy) and started
laughing. Then Jurrell tried to kick his a** haha.
Renzy is sooooo cute when he laughs!! He covers his mouth haha.
I do that to but I've never seen a boy do that. That means he's shy about
laughing.He like squints and his cheeks turn pink hahaha -uber poke- SUPERKAWAIIDESUDESU.
He's MY kawaii desu desu. <3
x3
"Your my turtle from now on >83"
Jay: roflroflrofl
Zee: ...why turtle ? xD
"'Cause turtles are awesome."
Then after lunch we parted ways. I walk Renzy half way like I normally do,
then said good bye to him. I was seriously hesitating to hug him ; - ;
hrm maybe I should have. LOL toolate. D;
3rd block was good. I GOT TO TALK TO CHRISTIAN! XD
Which didn't go like anything I thought it would rofl.
He sat in back of me. Then I forgot like the first thing I said. I think I just
asked him what the date was. Both on purpose and because I forgot xD
He was just playing with the legs of my chair, kicking hard on accident--
then he kicked so hard he pushed me forward on accident.
me: "ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME?! xDD"
chris: xDD
me: It's cool ^ w ^
after that, we usually ask Mrs. Stojsih what numbers we have questions on
and she answers them, the paper we had to do was up to 44.
Chris: Bianca!
me: hrm ?
Chris: Ask her for number 45 rofl
~takes a while to get it~
me: roflroflrofl.
I did LOL.
Chris laughed.
I took his paper for him. ^ w ^ to turn it in I mean.
He was making a shitload of weird noises LOL
Then we played this basketball game review thinger.
We get random numbers, we split the class in half--
miss has a problem on the board and she decides which team goes
first and she calls out a random number to say the answer.
if they get it right they get to shoot from tape distance's labeled
'25-5' into a trashcan and if they make it they get the points, if not....PHAIL.
I only went once. xD
I hit from 10 lol
Me & christian just laughed about random things.
Man-- at first I thought he was a cute nerd who was quiet--
BUT NOOOO. Well he is....but he's not innocent! XD
He's totally inappropriate.
I thought that was hawt -SHOTSHOTSHOT-
I mean a bad boy & a cute quiet nerd ?! WITH GLASSES?! can you get better then that no I don't think so. xD
haha then we talked about his longish hair and what school we came from.
THHEEEEEEEN
I asked Valencia if she was going out with anyone and she said yeah. xD
I ran over to Jay once we went outside and I told him. He was pissed! rofl.
He hit me D':
I'm going to half to seriously lay it down. I don't like to be hit all the time. D<
Said bye to turtle once we went to health.
Health went by slowly. Me & Jurrell walked to school and I said bye to him.
On my way back I saw Renzy walking with--I think his siblings and his mom.
I'm gonna ask him who those peeps were. lol it was so random.
Got home and ate-- drank tampico out of my favorite dino sippycup.
Took a nap and here i am wtttfff.
Tomorrow will be good, yes ? <33
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I think it's out of line,
to split the pattern divine,
to wreck the peak of peace-
until out of my release--
Until I can find it again,
to and fro the memories from then--
and a two sided dagger for you.
Don't you agree ?
I'm not alone in the complex.
Cut straight out from the sides of our neck--
so tell me, what makes you any different,
with such a livid and infectious intent ?
I don't believe I've got the right to know.
The second is always the better show.
So understand the trades in my solitaire--
understand that I've got the right not to care.
