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It took me a long time to erase my guilt. But when I did, Jacob was there waiting for me.

We married, and now we rule this kingdom together. Our first child was a darling baby girl with pink hair and trusting green eyes. We named her Elizabeth.

I know for sure that I love my new husband. I feel like my love for Edward is finally returning to me, and fueling the missing passion between us. It as if my old love is saying, "It is all right now. Love him well."

I have learned to open up my walls, and though it is risky, I trust Jacob. And in the end it makes us both happier.

I miss Edward. And I miss Philip. But I think I can go on. Determined, unflinching, strong. Just as a queen should be.

I'll remember to love. You taught me how.