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=v.v=
Today:
The weather was beautiful.
The A.C. and this fan have permanently frozen my body.
Not that it matter tho...
Now:
I'm bummed, it'll change...
but right now is no fun...
I have so much to be happy about... but my head and heart are conflicting... again
sucks...
I get treated amazing, I mean I really can't complain about where I am or anything
but i'm just a moody baby i guess..
Tom can make me feel so amazing and yet it's like i don't allow myself to feel it..
wish it wasn't like that...
but i'm not used to being treated like this
and I don't see myself as good enough for Tom...
not hot enough, not smart enough...
my stomach just sank somewhere
I ******** HATE IT!
******** my insecure way of thinking!
=T.T=
sorry if you read this... random i know.. but true..
 melancholy_vomit · Wed Jul 29, 2009 @ 05:10am · 2 Comments |
