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--Before love my heart was a black hole.
After love, I didn’t have a heart.
I'm not sure which is better

--..and tonight, my angel, I will sleep
with a gun in my mouth. Good night.
Sleep tight, my love

--All I want to do is sleep because it
doesn't hurt when I can't think of you.

--I'm gonna smile like nothing is wrong
talk like everything is perfect, act like
it's just a dream, and pretend he's not hurting me

--I used to smile when I told people
you were mine, but now I can't even
smile and say your name at the same time

--Who do you turn to when the only person in
the world that can stop you from crying is
exactly the one making you cry?

--He looked me deeply in the eyes
he lied and said "i won't make u
cry" and when i thought it was 2
good 2 be true, he blew me off
and found someone new*

--If i found a 4 leaf clover...
If i had a shiny, new penny...
If i owned a lucky horse shoe...
If i had my own genie in a bottle...
If i saw a shooting *star*...
I'd only wish for one thing...
To be with you once again...

--I just wanna end it all
shuld i trip or shuld i fall
will someone be there 2 catch me
when im falling to the ground
or will i be there forever
lying there with no sound

--The steps that
I retrace
the sad look
on your face
The timing
and structure
did you hear
he fvcked her?
A day late
a buck short
I'm writing
the report
On losing
and failing
when I move
I'm flailing now