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Dear Journal,
Mood: Sad
Heart: Broken
Fear: Death.
Past: Very bad, too much drama. Stupid and evil step mother, mind controlled father, annoying siblings.
Future: I hope to become a Actress, and a singer. Also with Authorism and illustration.
Present: I've been feeling sad lately. Like, REALLY sad. I thought about it, and as it turns out, it's my Ex that's making upset. Why? Unsure. Who? Won't EVER tell. As far as I'm concerned, I have been living a strange life lately too. I have been seeing weird things. Like bubbling blood below me, and above me, just black. I have looked in the eyes of a REAL murderer. Someone who kills for a living. Death. His eyes are red with small pupils. They have this glare that can make you faint, if your a faint-hearted soul. And they can make you cringe in fear, even if your afraid of nothing. I have never seen his face, just his eyes. But I almost died, literally, from the sight. And I thought I scared people. Ugh, it's just....SCARY! Man, I wish I had died from that. I never want to see it again. But Death doesn't like me much, so he does everything to make me break down or whatever. It's like having a Popular guy/girl follow you all day and provoke you to cry from their harmful words. Well...........Enjoy your days.
The writer of this Journal,
The NEW Emily The Strange