Why does all this s**t keep happening to me?
I'm soo sick and tired of every single little thing I do Hurt the ones I love most..
Especially One of my Ex'es...It hurts me on the inside to see him with My Best Friend..But I usually don't say one word..I never have and I refuse to now..
I'm happy that their happy..and I don't want to ruin their relationship over me being Jealous...
I have a cross to bear just like everyone else..I am turning into a young mature adult..yeah I know "I shouldn't be saying that since I am only1*"
It doesn't matter...I am still thinking about taking my life..there's no point of me to be here...Where everything I touch gets torn into two..
Life sucks but I try my hardest to keep on top..
I refuse to go back under the spell you put me on years ago..
Just because I act differently then the "Normal Person" Don't treat me any differently than how you want to be treated..I have gone through hell and back twice in my life..and unless you have gone through more s**t then me don't say you have it worse...
Some people do have it worse and they don't complain like all these other people whom have money and a house and servents..the GOOD stuff...and they complain and whine like two year olds when they don't get something they want..
Those people are going to have it hard in the REALL WORLD
Well I guess thats all?
sorry that i changed the subject sooo much.(:
I'm soo sick and tired of every single little thing I do Hurt the ones I love most..
Especially One of my Ex'es...It hurts me on the inside to see him with My Best Friend..But I usually don't say one word..I never have and I refuse to now..
I'm happy that their happy..and I don't want to ruin their relationship over me being Jealous...
I have a cross to bear just like everyone else..I am turning into a young mature adult..yeah I know "I shouldn't be saying that since I am only1*"
It doesn't matter...I am still thinking about taking my life..there's no point of me to be here...Where everything I touch gets torn into two..
Life sucks but I try my hardest to keep on top..
I refuse to go back under the spell you put me on years ago..
Just because I act differently then the "Normal Person" Don't treat me any differently than how you want to be treated..I have gone through hell and back twice in my life..and unless you have gone through more s**t then me don't say you have it worse...
Some people do have it worse and they don't complain like all these other people whom have money and a house and servents..the GOOD stuff...and they complain and whine like two year olds when they don't get something they want..
Those people are going to have it hard in the REALL WORLD
Well I guess thats all?
sorry that i changed the subject sooo much.(:
