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Holas peoples! IM NOT SPANISH! lol, but anyways, im gonna try and do this daily, but its summer so i have hardly anything to talk about, but the fact that i need school for my mental well being xd ! i guess i can rant a bit about my last school year and how i am excited for the next. here i will start with last year. ok, so i have a boyfriend and a few good friends. for the purpose of this entry, lets call my boyfriend..... bob. it works. so this kid ,whos name i shall not hide because i welcome you to hurt her with all the violence you can muster, Adrianna is desperatley in hate with me. i swear. she is a devil! a devil i tell you! so, she decides to walk up to bob and tell him i talk bad about him behind his back. scream well, i say the things playingly, as i say them around him. that wasnt the worst thing she has done, but it didnt go un-noticed! now, i will tell you, that bob should probably break up with me because i am so gosh darn terrible at being a girlfriend. i broke up with him once for no reason. i regreted that all summer. i still regret it. i will always regret that, bob. ur on here, so making shure u know that. ne ways, i broke up with him for a tiny nudge across the line on valentines day. he asked why i wasnt dancing with him and his other wahmbulance date would. i regret that too. ofcourse, he is my first bf, so my mistakes will always sting more. firsts for things like that always sting more. i regret it because it was his cousin. weird sounding, but it wasnt like that. man, did i cry that night. my parents stayed clear. so now he isnt talking 2 me on messenger, and i dont know why. bob, im really desperate here! everybody id telling me to leave him for good, but i just cant do that. i mean, i am terrible and dispicable and nasty and a huge idiot, but i cant help but think that theres someone out there who can see past that. i won't do anything like that again to him. it hurts me seeing him being hurt by my words. i just cant do that to him. stare but now its summer and its hard to find new things to complain about. freedom fest today! steelvile mo people, unite! rofl so, bye i guess.

Ninja Love, ninja heart
Ellie Schuey