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my time is gonna come i know it

im gonna get my adventure > 3<

i wanna just walk outside at night for awhile
if somethings gonna happen then theres a reason for it
so i'll do what comes natrually

i wanna do this tonight maybe...
thursday night,
while my mom sleeps i'll walk around and think i guess
theres alot on my mind lately i guess...
so much my head my explode...i need to think about these things so...i'll eventually stop

walking around my town at night isnt fun tho...just boring...nothing will happen

i kinda wanna sneak out of my hotel room...and just...walk at night...or just go with someone real close to me i guess....
but i would prefer by myself
its funny bc im imagining me walking in a beautiful
city by the beach with a few street lights
the kinds you see in pokemon alot

i dont wanna get caught in a situation or anything so it'd be better with a friend =_= but....who...basicly no one...
i feel daring enough to do it O uO
if this is my time then i will do it
its destiny right...?

my heart is throbbing because...
i cant wait anymore for something exciting to happen
NOTHING is exciting

but if it doesnt exist...shouldnt i make it?
like all the great inventors did
they didnt make things for money i think...
they probably did it for the discovery
maybe...

I'll Be An Inventor?

nah i just wanna see sights maybe, at night, in the town
and i'll meet some people
and find an adventure, like in hxh
i dont know what kind of adventure tho rolleyes
this world is so dull
there is no such thing as nen or ten or hatsu in this world
or ninjas or fairies or anything
so whats my adventure?

something compatible to this world
its full of war
so a war story
or the end of the world

huh...i'd wear goggles and have a water gun full of instant ice > w<
i hope this is my adventure....

i wonder if there are other worlds out there
and we only think that only this world exists
bc we were made with minds that dont expand much
bc we were made with limits to our imagination

thats why there are no new colors
thats why we dont believe anything that isnt in our daily lives
and why we cant imagine up new worlds
i mean worlds that are completely different
they dont have eyeballs or anything close
i dont know what they have bc i cant dream that up
no they cant have scarves for eyes or anything like that
bc scarves are from here
so there must be something more
do we REALLY share the same sky?
like REALLY?!
bc i used to doubt that when they said that in KH
im...a lil disapointed maybe....

maybe....

why are there friggin limits to my mind crying

there are just these kinds of things
that our minds cant comprehend or imagine
un-imaginable colors
and worlds
and new things
everything...

aw my head hurts a lil