I know that I do not deserve your forgiveness.
I know that I hurt you deeply with my lies.
To this day, I am ashamed that I was the reason for your heartbreak.
But, I still love.
I love you just as much as I did back then.
I love you.
I am an idiot.
And I lost you.
But i'm still in love with you.
I am sorry you do not trust me anymore.
But just because I hurt you with my lies, do not be spiteful and try to do the same to me.
Enough is enough.
We are not children.
Grow the ******** up and stop being childish.
You are far older than me and you should know better by now.
I am too old to be playing this little game with you.
Don't think everything i said was a lie, because that's not fair.
I know I deserve it.
But, don't you think I deserve the benefit of the doubt on this one?
Don't you ******** bring her into this.
I came clean.
I would have mentioned something about that had it been a lie.
How dare you think that was all a lie?
How ******** dare you think i made up a close friends death?
How dare you accuse me of crying to you on the phone for hours over nothing?
You can go to hell if you honestly believe that.
And, yet..."I really do love you."
[Think REAL hard why there are quotation marks on that sentence.]
I know that I hurt you deeply with my lies.
To this day, I am ashamed that I was the reason for your heartbreak.
But, I still love.
I love you just as much as I did back then.
I love you.
I am an idiot.
And I lost you.
But i'm still in love with you.
I am sorry you do not trust me anymore.
But just because I hurt you with my lies, do not be spiteful and try to do the same to me.
Enough is enough.
We are not children.
Grow the ******** up and stop being childish.
You are far older than me and you should know better by now.
I am too old to be playing this little game with you.
Don't think everything i said was a lie, because that's not fair.
I know I deserve it.
But, don't you think I deserve the benefit of the doubt on this one?
Don't you ******** bring her into this.
I came clean.
I would have mentioned something about that had it been a lie.
How dare you think that was all a lie?
How ******** dare you think i made up a close friends death?
How dare you accuse me of crying to you on the phone for hours over nothing?
You can go to hell if you honestly believe that.
And, yet..."I really do love you."
[Think REAL hard why there are quotation marks on that sentence.]
