~THIS IS A REAL STORY I KID YOU NOT~
My Computer has been down for a while so in this journal entry I am going to tell you somethings that has happened since then...Let us start on the last thing I remember.
Seceretkeeper102 and I have been having some friend issues. She was dating this guy and I always spoke bad about him when she was around. I know it is my fault and i excepted that. I shut up about him and she never talked to me...ever. Those two broke up and we startd talking again until her ex got a new girl she blew me off for everything!
We had this stupid thing we had to go for and durring it she left me and two of her other friends. We where waiting for her forever it seemed. I finally got bored and texted her wondering what she was up to. We found out that she had left us to go with other people so we left and hung out amonst ourselves.
We were evil I know. We told her that one of her friends had gone missing to get her to panic and instead she yelled at me completely. well I guess to make it a little shorter we keep having this excuse the term a make-up break-up thing going. She has a new boyfriend and I don't know him so I'm friendly. We used to talk on the phone for what seemed hour and hours! Well we hadn't talked in ever and everytime I asked she would say that she was bored or too busy. But whenever we talked and I asked what she did that night. She told me that she was on the phone til the morning talking to people. With her I've been demoted to a scum bag that she's gotten rid of.
I feel worthless. Like when I went to her house she didn't look at me or talk. I write poems when I feel depressed and she didn't listen to them! She was texting her friends and chatting online. I told my doctor this and he said that part of the reason I'm sick is because of stress...Great.
Well I also have to say and I hope this will be short. I'm living my life to the fullest from now on. If you don't hear from me in a while then the cycle is finished for me...or else I moved again. Well thanks to whomever read this and I hope you feel the pain I feel...Wait scratch that you don't want to feel the pain it might just kill you!
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