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Im predictable yet unpredictable, I wonder sometimes hows that possible?
I look up at the sky and i see something beautiful God made and wonder why he did
I wish to look at the optimistic side
I want my wishes to come true so i try to make them be true
music is something precious to me i cant live without
My friends are close to me and i love them
Filipino is what I was born as
I want to find my sanctuary
Where people actually know who I really am
But isn't it more fun to have a side no one knows about?
Talking to people who know me well
Also known as my friends, people i rely on
I like crying, when im sad, and not to hold it in, which will eventually make me mad
And sometimes Im just overjoyed with tears
Being so happy, in that one perfect moment
Im lazy so I pay for that with my future and present
Though Im lazy I'd like to learn about this world and its past generations and how they effected today, the present
I have no need for learning about atoms, im no scientist
or learning about why there are dinosaurs. Why would i care? Do we want dinosaurs or something? Thats the past
I want to travel the world
To see all that can be seen
Everything God made for us
All the wonders
Being stuck in one spot is no fun, limited space...seeing the same picture,same thing, day in and day out
People like to call me Shane
Its just a 5 letter name that belongs to many people
Why does there have to be so many duplicates?
Some guy named Carlos gave it to me, I guess hes a friend...
But even though my nickname is Shane
My real name is Shawntel and i guess it expresses me better
Such a complicated name
Why was i destined to have it? I kinda find it starnge
Like me ^^
Im me, just me
I cannot be a million things, thought i sometimes wish to be
I could be but I am not
Im just Shane
But better known as Shawntel
Shane
A name ive only had for hmmm...currently 3 years i guess? 2 maybe?
But Shawntel has been around ever since I was born
Helping others is fun and sometimes rewarding
Helping people sometimes happens without knowing it
I guess.
When I turn older I'd like to be peaceful but humans cant be peaceful
And even if they can, it still may not be my destiny
But I guess I'll try for now
Though I think being adventurous and a fun loving girl
Would be more possible and easy ^^
Its already molding into my future and its already planned
I can't change it into something im not or may not be
It is my Chara
And sometimes the word "beautiful" is just an adjective
if you dont know what that is go check your grammer
Its how you express beauty
That makes it truely Beautiful
Its used for expressing something too
I guess.
Expressing your outer self
Beautiful as in how you act on the outside
Sometimes kind or how you make people laugh
But sometimes it can express something more Beautiful
Inside
It can even express what your made of
So have you wondered yet?
What are you made of?
 Melonpaan · Tue Jun 16, 2009 @ 05:01am · 0 Comments |
